No longer...

It wasnt like i was perfectly okay. No matter how hard i wished i was healed all my attempts to forget him were in vain. But thats just the beginning i thought to myself. There were no questions and there were no answers. It was a perfect closure. Or so i thought. I realised pain is transitionary, it hurts but after sometime you get used to it and the pain exists like its a part of you. You dont acknowledge it, you put up a facade but its always there. Like when you see the bus that he takes. When you pass the spot where he waited for you, when you see couples blissfully in love. When you hear a song. When you are in a group and suddenly you check your phone and realise that you the call you were waiting for stopped long back. Its a void it will always be a void and it will no longer hurt.